You
close your eyes and let your fingertips, as soft as breath, brush gently across
a wooden uneven surface that juts out at you with a familiarity you have known
all your life. Your fingers sound like they are brushing the surface of a drum,
because behind this surface, it is empty and hollow, like a stage wall in the
theater. It is a portable light weight landscape full of features yet you can
cover it with both your hands. Softly and setting out with both your hands at
the top of the only protruding summit, you descend gently into parallel valleys
that swirl into circular patches like ponds on either side of this summit. If you
move your fingers upward in unison, you cross over ridges above that lead to a smooth
place like a plateau. From here your fingers part in opposite directions and
drift down either side of the surface, in two wide arches that meet again leaving
an oval shape in their wake. You are now at a lesser summit than the first one
and it resembles a gentle smooth bump. Moving your fingers upward just above
this bump, and after a slight dip, you arrive at two pouting horizontal lines curving
slightly. You remove your fingers and open your eyes. Sometimes I am as gaudy
and garish as a carnival in spring and other times as sullen and horror stricken
as you would be too after hearing of terrible things. I am an eternal and
frozen emotion. But I am a thing as familiar as the face you splash awake, remembering
dreams which still seem to mean so much as you pause in the mirror. But I can only
be woken from within when a body breathes me into being and the right disguise
works.
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I've got no idea what it is but I really like the tactile nature of your description!
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